Friday, May 09, 2008

How fitting

I really have had a hard time thinking of blogging today.
I am not sure if I can put my life into words.
Yesterday suckdiddlyucked!!
How fitting that yesterday happened so close to Mother's day.
It is so very hard to be caregivers for 3 little lives.
Hearing things that you don't want to hear, making hard choices for them that will help them the most.
I know that this is totally too much for me and Rick to handle.
This my friends, is a God thing.
All of my kids are struggling with issues that are extremely challenging. I don't blog about it much, because, frankly it is hard to put it into words.
Yesterday I got some bad news about some tests C took for learning disabilities and other issues.
I know that I have been pushing a bolder up a icy hill for years now, but I thought that I could rest for a bit. wrong.
S is not doing well emotionally and needs intervention. 3 calls from his teacher yesterday and charting sheets given to me from their therapist.
D hanging on by his little fingers. Keeping his chin up. Only missing an average of 1 to 2 days a week of school.
Then there are my issues.
Rick is overwhelmingly busy and often works 15+ hours a day with his 2 jobs.
Thanks for reading. If the images give you any idea of how I feel today, multiply it by a larger number.


bobbione8y said...

oh man.

what a fine kettle of fish we are in! i am sorry that you got bad news. i am bringing some xtra strength caffeine and chocolate, and open ears on sunday....!

i love ya, will see you soon.

K~ said...

Thanks bob. I almost cancelled, you know, just curl up and hide. But, I am so glad I didn't. I am looking forward to seeing you. K~

bobbione8y said...


:) bad but good...!

K~ said...

That is from the Simpsons a long time ago. Ned Flanders said it. Rick and use it on occasion. It just comes out. K~

Karen said...

Praying for you.