This has been a really tough day. Going though memories is hard. Seeing how others react is even harder. Knowing it is the end of the way things were is sad. Knowing that my kids will be doing the same is even sadder. Then I stop and wonder really and truly what all of it is really all about.
It has been a very long time since I have questioned if I want to pull myself up by my bootstraps or just shrug and say no I think this time I wont. This time I'll just sit here.