Lucy Goosy

Lucy Goosy

This is a goose that I did for Rick. He wanted a goose done so he can put it up when he leaves work. He tends to come and go at odd times - lucy goosy times. thus the goose and her name. K~

meet ??

Wel,l I got a new little baby today. I am not going to name him, yet.... I am going to check it out for my 15 day trial. I just LOVE him already. He slept in my strap of my tank top right on my skin for a long time. He sat and warmed himself on my computer fan for about an hour ( just like Puff). But Ramses was a new baby when I got her and passed way after 2 years. She always smelled bad. This is a sign of kindey problems, according to my vet. So... I am nervous about baby beardies. I don't want this one to die after 2 years of loving, so, I am taking it easy, making sure he smells right and eats and poops ok. So far, I think he is in love with me too. I have never seen a juvenile beardie sit like this. So calm and content. He does take off running, though. So, I know he is quick. Keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I so badly want this to work. K~

Semi back.

Well it has been a few weeks since my first computer crashed! Since it was non recoverable, I am having to start from scratch. I really like my new computer. I decided to go larger than smaller. My new computer is 17.5". It has a nice big screen. I am learning about all is lost. I didn't lose a lot. I readjusted my laptop doily. I am all set to figure out what I need to re buy and what is not necessary. K~

A quote to contemplate

"Can I have some grape pop? It's the rarest of all the pops." SW (8 years old)

Lost in translation?

Ok, so I needed directions to a gathering me and kids were going to on Saturday night. I knew how to get to the 35/36th exit. I also knew how to get to the destination once I got to the lake. I grabbed the directions from Rick and left with the kids. Once on 35th, I looked at them. And then I saw it. This was written by a self proclaimed "professional driver". I proceeded to tell D to look for "zero" street and then keep an eye out for "?" street. Nice. K~

Puff

Puff passed away sometime last evening. I miss him so much already. K~

Chocolate pearls and Masey

I got these Chocolate pearls for Valentines day. I realized that Masey matches them just perfectly. Note to anyone trying to photograph a juvenile snake. It is kind of hard. They don't stop moving. K~

Good Morning

Well good morning Kirsten. Hey... where's our lettuce?

Good morning Kirsten. I really wish you wouldn't bother me right now.

Hello Pebbles it's Kirsten. Pebbles? Pebbles? Well.... I know how you feel.

Clyde??? You grew a second head!!!

Oh... Well, carry on you two. Hey Cleo, someones blocking your warm! K~

babblings

So I have wanted to write down some of my thoughts, but I can't even seem to formulate many complete ones. I have been running around kind of like a chicken that has lost it's head. I have done enough coordinating of schedules, appointments, homework, monies, play dates, sleep overs, family stuff, phone calls, computer updates, vet appointments, med refills and on and on, that I just seem to be like a hamster running on a wheel. Except then I would be 40 lbs lighter, but I digress. Today I was trying to shuffle around my zoo so everyone could be comfortable. My big project is the water turtle need to be moved and their habitat deep cleaned and moved further from the window. But true to "If you give a pig a pancake" form, I got Boris and Natasha cleaned and moved to a new home, Yuri, Shelley and Pebbles cleaned and moved to a new home and the water turtles, are still in there not so clean home... sigh. That I believe, would literally be 2 steps forward 1 step back. I am a week behind in may daily bible. What would have taken me 15 minutes per day will now take... well 7 x 15, what ever that is. With the amount of homework I have been doing, you'd think I could do that figuring in my sleep... wait while I get the computer calculator up....105 minutes, now for my next trick, I will convert that into hours....1.75, which I think means 1 hour and 45 minutes cuz it can't be 1 hour and 75 minutes cuz that would be 2 hours and 15 minutes, right??

Tomorrow night i need to be 3 places at 7 PM. So in order to make that work, I needed to potentially enlist 3 more adults plus me, after many phone calls and re coordinating, I only needed 1 extra adult and me. I still don't know who is doing what.

It's not enough for me to write stuff down in my notebook, which I still do every day. As I complete my various tasks, I cross them out with a highlighter, a neat trick I learned from the nurses at the nursing home I worked at in 1996. That way you can look back at your list and see that you did do the dishes. I was giggling to myself the other day after checking over my list, some of the "to do" entries were as follows: Vet appointment-Bing, Submit Community Ed form, Shower, Call Raptor Center, Application for Washington Tech - David, Email Cindy - Enrichment, Update Webroot, clothes, wrc, clean water turtles, feed Puff, water grapefruit plant, David's 504 information, Refill meds, put away clothes. After I read this discombobulated list I glanced at my hand, on it read, Kaohly 7:30. I reserve my left hand for immediate immediate info. stuff I just can't forget. I always say "if I lose my hand, I have bigger issues than what was written on it.

Tomorrow is a new day filled with new things for my list. New items I can remember or sadly forget. K~

Winter is hanging on

These are some cool shots C took for me. I saw them on the way to a meeting and just had to stop and look closer. The icicles are on our neighbors house. The snow curling is on our neighbors fence. While driving further, there was snow pulling away from the sound wall on 35E. It was just curling out, but not falling or melting. It is truly amazing and beautiful. K~

Fun to watch

Despicable me. Ok, I just LOVE this movie. There are some rich lines in this one. Mostly, I love watching the people. Vector is just wonderful. He is a complete dope, but he thinks he is SUPER cool. K~

Meet Masey

Masey is our new juvenile corn snake. She is captive born and bred. She eats frozen mice once a week, likes to sun and is BEAUTIFUL! She is technically the boys snake, but of course mom had to approve due to the fact I know I will be caring for her like all other zoo members. It has been about 5 years since we have had a snake. They are wonderful and very clean pets. K~

Kalahari 2011

We are enjoying a nice visit to the Kalahari. Even Puff. K~

little birds

Here are a few of my friends I made. I really enjoy this, but they take a bit of time. I do also enjoy photographing them in the snow. It is a fun background. K~

Finished teaching my class

Well the first class I ever taught is over and I feel much better with the results than I had anticipated. I had some success in my teaching. 13 girls started. I believe it was 9 that did not know how to either knit or crochet. Of those 9, 3 became quite accomplished, 3 are coming along and are at least interested in continuing to learn the craft and 1, well she was a bit distracted. Not a bad record. Several girls worked on gifts over Christmas break. Here is one girls project. I am very impressed, because this particular girl had never crocheted before I taught her :-).
This student has never knitted before.
She is doing very well and is about 1/2 done. She kept up with it.
I am so proud of my class. Several students stuck with it and kept going, even with all the challenges. I am planning on a second class starting in the spring.
The girls wanted me to do another on. That was a nice feeling. K~

Oh there I am...

I won't lose my place.

I finished this 21 days into my bible reading. Kind of feeling guilty that the red colors number is 666. I think God will forgive me. My inspiration was a towel in the same color.

K~

Parenting?

Parenting is the hardest thing I have ever done, and I have done some pretty hard things in my day. Being responsible for another life is quite daunting. It's more than can be written in a book or passed on from mom to daughter. Mix into that daunting pot, "challenging" children. Ones that don't "fit the mold", not one, but all 3 and now things get even more interesting. Parenting really takes on a life of it's own in the house. Try as I may, it becomes impossible to integrate parenting and living together into one working organism.

I remember back when I was in one of those parenting classes before I was an actual parent. A man asked the following question (need I mention that MOST questions are not stupid)

The man: "When will my wife have the baby?"

The instructor: "After she dilates to 10 cm and is totally effaced...... blah blah blah."

The man: "No, When is she going to go into labor. I just need to know, I'd like to plan."

Wouldn't we all. Even at that early stage of parenting I knew that was too much to ask for, but I tell ya, I fear some genetics were never meant to be mixed. Rick and mine, NOT A GOOD COMBO! Still, I know how the man felt. Even though I knew that that was a question that could not be answered, of course, I wanted an answer.

I feel like the older my kids get, the more unanswerable questions come up. When their tears and the yelling come, and mine as well, which is daily here, I have to take it as the day has presented it to me. Some days I can handle others, not so much.

Take this morning, please :-) Over a 45 minute period the following things happened:

3 up and "awake"

3 need to be fed

2 need clothes found

2 need constant hounding to get dressed

2 inform me that it is too cold to get dressed

2 need meds

1 needs a quick hair cut

1 goes through his daily 3-4 underwear because they all feel too tight, too poky, to baggy, etc.

1 tells me his whole face hurts

1 is following me around saying he is sorry

1 is on a verge of a very serious fit

1 is still in the bathroom getting more beautiful

1 is ready to go out to the bus in a sweatshirt and a thin jacket and a cotton fashion hat, and no mittens (temp outside 9F)

1 has pulled his boot apart and is angrily trying to put it back together

1 is still in his underwear

1 needs his hair flattened but not too wet

1 needs his coat snapped

1 needs to be reminded that they should be gone already

3 leave crabby

AND I NEED A DRINK

To sum up my rant, if I can look at this from 2 different view points:

1. (Positive view) Every house looks like this in the morning

2. (Negative view) I live in a nut home

K~

snow snow snow clean clean clean it's all the same

Saw this today. It spoke to me. K~

Been there. Done that. And not very well I might add.

To all the teachers of elementary school and junior high school.

I am writing this to you in a desperate fit of anxiety. I am a 43 year old mother of 3. I have a 3rd, 6th and 8th grader. I just wanted to share that in all fairness, I have been through Grades k - 12 as well as college. I have finished the former mentioned education in the year of our Lord Nineteen hundred and ninety. I was even ambitious enough to take 8 more college courses 5 years later in 1995. I find myself some ought 15 years later entrenched in nightly rudimentary and new wave school work sessions. Although I have improved my spelling, grammar, reading aloud, history knowledge, math skills along with other topics I am too tired to remember, I find it has encumbered me beyond reason.

My day begins with remembering if homework has been finished, writing notes to teachers with follow up questions, concerns and explanations regarding homework. Then I move onto my day to day homemaking in fear of the 4:00 hour. At this time, the ritualistic purging of my children takes on a life of it's own. "What is your homework?" "When is it due?" and on and on. Then we move onto the panic hours. The dreaded after supper time. This is a 3 hour session of doing homework, printing out homework, crafting homework, and reviewing homework. And lastly, it is the worst of all sound that comes at around 10PM...... "Mom.. um.. I forgot about (you fill in the blank) it's due tomorrow and I totally forgot about it."

I am throwing myself on the mercy of the schools. I don't have the answer, but I sure do have a problem. I may be the only one out there that feels this way. If so, I expect extra special treatment. If I am not, please take my plea seriously, and that is as follows.... REMEMBER I HAVE DONE THIS BEFORE. PLEASE LEAVE ME OUT OF THE HOMEWORK SCENE.

Sincerely,
Hanging my a thread.
K~

The Producers - I'm Hysterical!!!

I love this movie. I think the first 1/2 is much better than the 2nd. Gene is absolutely fantastic in it. This scene hits a bit to close to home for me. I could not stop laughing! enjoy! K~

Back to work tonight

I look forward to going back to my job tonight. With the holidays and an unexpected sinus infection, I have been off for a few weeks. I just miss all that goes on at WRC. I miss the people and the animals. I miss helping as I can. YEAH! K~

Working with leftovers

At the beginning of every new year and season, I try and condense the overflow of yarn I have. I am trying to use the yarn for something useful. With my Red Heart yarn, I am going to make a rug. With my cotton yarn, i am going to make a scarf and then hats. The scarf will be for me, and the hats, I might try and sell?? K~

Here we go...

So I read my first day with the One Year Bible. I know now why bible studies are hard for me. I got 1/2 way through the first page and had a few big questions. It's as if I never read the bible before, which I have a few times. I am looking forward to this. I look forward to see how my understanding develops along the way. Thanks again Bob! K~

Oh Bob, Got the gifts, LOVE THEM!! Very sweet. I assume the peanut pudding is for the bird feeder? K~

Goodbye 2010

A few necklaces I made from my cross stitch squares

Well it is the end of 2010. I am sitting here with Puff. I have just taken 4 ibuprofen, cold meds, sinus meds, lung meds, put hydro cortisone on my eye lids ( I know it causes glaucoma), drank my pumpkin spice coffee, had my lefse with brown sugar and butter, and am catching up on my craft project piles.

What have I learned in 2010.

1. I am not a boy. I don't understand them and they don't understand me.

2. I love to take care of those who need caring for.

3. I wear the same outfit day and night, in public and at home. (as close to PJ's as I can get)

4. Parenting is HARD and is getting harder.

5. Being in a relationship is hard to do when both of you are never with each other.

6. Crafts will pile up and that's ok as long as you are enjoying them.

7. A "clean house" is one with a defined permanent defined path carved out for walking.

8. I am the sick old gazelle but, I feel lucky that I have a place to rest and hide.

9. It's ok to let go.

10.It's ok to hold on.

I hope that I have a great 2011. I would like less drama and more peace. I am planning on taking deep breaths and taking one day at a time. It seems to work good when i do that.

I am going to be reading a daily bible. Hopefully, daily.

I hope for all my friends and readers :-) that you all have a better 2011 than 2010. That way if 2010 was GREAT then 2011 will be FANTASTIC! and if 2010 was a bit of a bummer, then you only have one way to go and that's up!

Happy new year everyone!!

K~

Nala in the snow

Nala trying to get a grip on this weather. She was back in moments later. crabby. Only several months to go. K~

Merry Christmas

Christmas before dawn. 3rd year in a row.

We had such a nice Christmas morning.

Merry Christmas everyone. K~

Vision

Vision

This is a vision that I had. I needed to do a square for it. The left side is my life. Things in order and the flower buds are troubles that occur, but are handleable. The right side is of stress and incoming turmoil. Each color of the buds are represented on the right side. It really was therapeutic to do this square. I have slowly been settling into my new normal, which, by the way, I feel is life for all of us. We go day by day in our life and it is not for us to sit idle and never experience anything good or bad. It's like the quote from Finding Nemo. Dori - "If you didn't let him do anything then he would do nothing....not much fun for little Harpo." K~

Bingy at 4

Bing before his shave. He looks a lot like a polar bear.

Bing lovin the woods! K~

Moving on day to day

Signing off

Well as the days go on, we are hanging in there. We have a lot of new routines to keep up going and seeing how things are going to iron out. It's like riding a wave around here.

Here's a new square.

Kind of reminds me of the stripes on a TV channel that has signed off... Thus the name. K~